So I have come to the conclusion that Spongebob is totally dumb. It is literally watched just for entertainment purposes, but in my point of view, I don't think it is very entertaining or funny. I feel really stressed because I don't have all the classes that I want, not even all the classes that I need, and I feel like it's really put a damper on me and my disposition. I keep going back and checking and going back and checking, but nothing ever changes. No one drops any of the classes that I need, and if they do I am not "at the right place at the right time." But what can you do?

Yesterday I came back to Raleigh from a weekend in Elizabethtown, NC with my family and Brandon. Needless to say it was interesting. I was really afraid and worried that Brandon would be bored or not find this "vacation" fun and entertaining, and that is a really big deal to me. White Lake is where I see myself and my future family going on vacation at and it really would just bother me if he didn't like it or approve of it. But of course he enjoyed it and although there was no TV or entertainment of that such we still had a good time playing outside and just all around being with one another, and my family! Needless to say my weekend was pretty eventful! Yesterday my parents came to Raleigh with Brandon and me and we went to eat dinner at his house with his parents and niece and nephew. I was super duper excited and anxious about this happening! All around this was a really good dinner and our parents got along fantastic! This is the first time I have ever wanted my parents to spend time with another set of parents. So this is really a big step for me I feel like, and it is a very serious step as well. It feels good and right for this to be happening and I am seriously looking forward to my future with Brandon. I can't wait for my mom and dad to come back to Raleigh and hopefully hang out with Bran's rents again! Another exciting thing about yesterday is that I finally clipped coupons with Brandon's help! Although I didn't find as many as I would have liked, I still saved a little bit of money and I am just proud that I clipped coupons! I can't wait to clip some more for next time! Kim keeps on looking at me blogging and it's really nerve wrecking. Elizabeth was talking to me about participating in various leadership projects and workshops and I think it would be alot of fun and really good for me to be apart of something like that. It is now time for my departure but until next time! <3

what to do...

My life flies by when I have time to myself but goes so slow when I am working, especially babysitting. Like right now I can't believe it is almost 11, that is crazy. It seems like only a few minutes ago I just got home! I hate almost dreading what I do, it's no fun and makes no sense to me. I am extremely looking forward to my After School Care job starting back up in August. It will be a breath of fresh air to see all the little, big, old, and new faces. Currently I am watching Down To You, a movie that I can't seem to not watch when it is on TV. For some reason it never gets old. The whole story of such a good relationship going south and then much later on finding its way back together always fascinates me. I guess if a relationship deserves another try you would know if it were worth it and the good thing to do, right? Chloe the kitten is sitting on the chair's arm beside me and it is about to be the time for me to try and go to sleep. The cat just fell off the chair and it was such a funny thing to see. I am really really interested in learning how to "coupon." I am hoping tomorrow I will have time to go buy a newspaper and clip til my heart is content. Things on my mind at the moment: finding my bathing suit bottom and top, time going by way to fast, and spreading my time out evenly and spending it with those who matter the most to me, all the while not being driven crazy by two boys set to do me in before the summer is over if I will let them. (Which I won't, ever. That would take all the fun out of babysitting if you just gave in, right?) Time for bed!!!!!!!! <3